I miss having a best friend. I miss having daily calls, chats, meeting for coffee. I miss having - and being - a friend who will drop everything and just be there when needed. I miss having the kind of friendship where we dont just finish each others sentences, we dont have to complete sentences for the other to get it... I miss knowing that Im as important to that friend as that friend is to me. I know a lot of people will read this and think well, then get out there and make new friends! And I have, as much as my current life (and health) will let me. But the connections just dont seem to gel. Ive been hurt a few too many times by people who draw me in, then drop me when theyve gotten what they want from me - or get angry (and drop me) when I say enough. I cant afford to keep doing this. Its hard to remain open enough to find the good ones and keep them close. Yes, this is a pity-party sort of thinking out loud. No, Im not looking for poor-babies. Just throwing it on the floor and looking at it before sweeping it out with the rest of this weeks brain-barf.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 22:12:40 +0000
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