I miss you my sweet brown eyed Angel. One of your favorite comedic actors Robin Williams passed yesterday. Its so sad to me. Anyone passing now hits me harder now than ever before. Ive been watching this new show on ABC Family called Chasing Life. Its about a young woman fighting cancer. Devon Everett cant stand it and doesnt understand why I watch it. I honestly cant say why but in some strange way it seems to help me a little in dealing with losing you. I think its her fighting spirit. In my mind I feel like you fought so hard to stay but it just wasnt meant to be. Dont ask me why it wasnt because that part still makes me mad and I cant change the outcome no matter how many times I fantasize that I could in fact change it. Who knows maybe Im really just sick in the head and torturing myself because I in fact couldnt save you. There seems to be some out there that are of the opinion that I am crazy but guess what! I DONT GIVE A CRAP!!! I wonder just how friggin sane they would be if they lost a child. And if some of them did in fact lose a child and are handling it better than we are than God bless them and Im happy for them. We might get to that point one day but I assure you its not today. Any how I just wanted to tell you that and that I love and miss you to Heaven and back. Love Mom
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 03:32:34 +0000
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