I need a moment to share...this morning, as I was driving to work, I became overcome with emotion. Everyone knows that this journey with losing my mom has been very difficult. Anyone that has lost someone close to them knows what I am going through. Last month was her birthday and now we are on the month that it will be one year since she has been gone (20 days left to be exact.) It was October 23 that she left me her last voice mail (I still have it) and it was November 14 (which is also the anniversary of Glens dads passing) that I spoke to her last. Soon I will be going down to get her stuff from the storage and moving it home. Anyway, my emotions got the best of me this morning. I miss her so much. Its hard. I spent most of my drive to work crying. There is a lot of guilt that I carry and I need to get past that. I feel that I wasnt there for her when she needed me most. Ill work through it eventually. As the tears fell, I heard the radio start to play the familiar beat of the drum and I began to smile and the tears started to dry. It was exactly what I needed to hear at that moment. It has gotten me through so many difficult situations in life. It has pulled me back up on my feet and it has mended my broken heart. It has gotten me through the hell that my life has been at times and I thank God that Rodney Atkins recorded it! The timing couldnt have been more perfect, so I wiped my tears and I kept on going. Because Ill be darned if I am going to let the devil or anyone else get me down. I love my mom and everyone else in my life. Its gonna get tough and there will always be a hole in my heart. But Ive started sewing it up. So thank you, Rodney Atkins, for singing If youre going through hell (keep on going). It has been my LIFELINE! youtu.be/l50L4GYhpLc
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 13:13:01 +0000
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