I need to remind myself of the joy I find in music. I feel caught up in guilt for not reaching the impossible standards set by the conservatory mindset in regards to practice schedule and rate of improvement. I am still under the false impression that trying my best means wholly sacrificing my mental, physical, and academic well-being. The problem is, that really does seem like what it takes to succeed and achieve in such a competitive field. I often feel incapable of this standard, in that my weeks of work are always exhausting and rarely wholly satisfying. Maybe its good that Im not satisfied, but itd be nice to be proud about how Im doing once in awhile. This has been a whiny, rambling list of complaints. Thanks. Im sorry.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Mar 2014 05:27:23 +0000
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