I need to say something. When skinny, pretty girls start to stutter and get nervous in front of people and are genuinely shy, Its the cutest thing guys have ever seen. But with me, who, contrary to popular belief, actually has feelings and emotions, do the EXACT same thing, and Im called a freak or guys take steps back because of it. I understand that Im not the prettiest or the skinniest, trust me, it probably bothers me more than it does you. But that gives people NO right to treat me differently. Ive gone through hell back back and Im getting sick and tired of people telling me that it looks like im gaining weight. I understand that. You have no idea whats going on in my personal life and how hard I am trying to fix it. Then you go around and tell people that Im pathetic and just looking for attention. Im just a human, I need love and support and everything else you need too. I hope you know because of all of this, I hate myself. Theres no way around it. And if you think Im just looking for attention then please just get out of my life. Im at the point of the timeline where Im done trying to care what people think of me. Ive spent my entire existence trying to make people happy, and not caring about myself. That chapter of my life is over. Its time for me to stop seeing what other people see in me and focus in what I need to see in myself. And to all those whos bullied me in the past, I hope Hell treats you well. Rant over.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Jul 2014 03:33:39 +0000
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