I need to vent-I begged our stake president to help us get threw this. I asked my father for a blessing and he canceled on us. I need help guys. I truly feel the judgment part right now. I feel so humble and sad to have to ask for help. No one plans on this roller coaster. I am truly grateful for those who have, are, and yet to help me in the next few weeks. No one plans on getting sick. I didnt ask for my clip to break inside of me, to be sick for months while the Doctors figured it out. I am so grateful Doc. Moyer wanted to take a peek to see what was not seen on imaging. I didnt ask for Keith to hurt so bad he cant function as a normal person- I live with him- I know he is not okay! I didnt to ask for this crazy thing from Jalynn. I didnt DO it to her- I been told by her Doc Brockmeyer, PCMC neurosurgeon, this had nothing to do with the hard pregnancy. It happened at 13 days post conception. I did not know she was even there. I know some (particular family) a have low opinion of me. We asked for help from you. Not ONE of you has even messaged me. How is any of this my fault? For those who have issues with me being in school- I am making progress I have my associate degree. I had to redo High School- while being mom to a special needs kid. I am so close to the nursing program.I have no doubt I am called to be a RN. I cant be a CNA forever. I will not go against what Father in heaven as told me to do. I have my own answers. I have my own testimony. I am following his guidance and counsel. If you choose to help us, it means so much more than you know. I just needed to get this out of my head. It has been eating at me. I am not sleeping, and my head has been hurting with a migraine for the last 3 days. I hope this makes sense, and does not hurt feelings.
Posted on: Mon, 17 Mar 2014 05:31:45 +0000
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