I often lay awake at night, with my mind racing. Your thoughts offer glimpses into every aspect of your personality and ideas. You day dream about the most random of things, exaggerating, wondering if life will ever make them possible. You analyse every last detail of your day hoping for a chance to relive it, to change, shape and mould it to your desire, but its futile... The battle rages on in the quest for sleep, willing for it to happen yet the mind doesnt yield. Instead of the peaceful dreaming you shift into overdrive, overthinking ever outcome, wishing deeply what you want to achieve and accomplish when you finally wake. Eventually given enough time these seldom thoughts and progressions lead you into darkness, the void. The mind still works away, drifting, aimlessly by itself. In the slumber youve been plunged deeply into, you are no longer in control. You dream of the impossible, the improbable, the hysterical and the absurd. Occasionally though you dream wildly about the possible... What you want, what you long for and what you desire. Time passes. As the day light rises you begin to stir. Welcoming in yet another day in your existence. The thoughts and dreams of the night awash in the midst of daily life. The horrendous fight with the bed that occurs leads you to your morning activities. Your routine. The night before, your dreams, they all become a blur as you take the step outside of the security of your home. To start another mediocre day in the same manner as many before, coming to terms with yourself about what has to be done. That longing feeling disappears, this is who you are, this is what you do. You regret the oh so troublesome sleepless night of tossing and turning, not giving a second though to those feelings, images and hopes you had. Not exploring the possibilities of these coming true, because theyre just dreams, and we all know dreams dont come true, or at least thats what were supposed to believe. For some people dreams obviously dreams do come true, but once youve reached that goal what do you then pursue in your head while you pray for sleep? Or maybe you dont... Maybe being content is the secret to falling asleep straight away, maybe its just the people who believe there is more to the mundane existence of life that lay awake, planning, plotting just what to do. Provoking and poisoning our brain washed minds into wanting to strive forward into the unknown... But do we? Or do we just accept fate and not challenge it. Chances are we do, submitting to the known, the standard, the inevitable. Not everyone does though... The brave few willing to stand up and fight. Plunging themselves far into the abyss of the unknown, determined and driven to their final conquest. Why cant we all take that chance? Is it not better to of tried and failed than to never of tried at all? Maybe it was a lie and the un-rational, un-thinkable, un-speakable dreams do come true... Or maybe we will cower away. Maybe well just never know, what could of been... Maybe I should just sleep.
Posted on: Mon, 17 Mar 2014 04:35:09 +0000
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