I once had HUGE dreams but upon a unfortunate series of events I watched those dreams being washed away like a million stars in the night sky that I wished ob over and over again sparkling and broken but that didn’t really bother me because I came to a realization that it takes having everything that I have ever desired and losing them to know what true freedom is. One of the people I used to know asked me why John? Why are u so busy in ur mind? But then I realized there is no reason talking to people who have no idea what your going through every day to hide who you really are. I was always an unusual guy my own father told me I had no morality no fixed personality to succeed in this life. I had an inner indecisevenss that was as wide and wild as the ocean. I started off with nothing yet I wanted everything. There is a fire burning up inside of me now and for once in my life I see my dreams forming into reality. I have an obsession for freedom that is driving me yet also terrifying me to the point where I was always too afraid to admit this. My true happy times are becoming more frequent, Thank You God. You have been with me the whole way.
Posted on: Mon, 17 Jun 2013 20:35:36 +0000
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