I play this song, because it takes me back to a very different time in my life. I am sure most of you do not even know that at one time I danced competitively.... I loved it. My smiles far out weighed my tears, back then.. In recent months I have had the battle of my life. NO, not the rape... There have been things going on behind the scene that took almost all hands on deck to keep me strong enough to fight through. And it pushed most of us to a breaking point. I am starting to feel better finally. I even caught myself dancing in front of the mirror and smiling. Then the thought crossed my mind if I did not close this page and change my number, I am not sure how much longer this happiness would last. I believe those closest to me have tried to stress to me that this particular person would not stop until I was dead. Now I may be sick.... but I will be damned if some man will be the reason I end up dead, first. There are going to be a few people who are familiar with the situation who will cry, others who will become enraged and the thing is.... I dont want that anymore. I want to dance again, I want to smile again and do it allot. I NEED to get in the gym if I am going to do any of it. lol To all of you who were by my side through the whole thing, I am eternally grateful. To Mason, who could have asked for a better love. I am sorry I put you through it. Love you madly through this life and each that follow
Posted on: Mon, 12 Jan 2015 02:13:41 +0000
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