I post this in hopes that it helps others know that they are not alone in this fight... Had a great day...on track. Foods prepped and eaten. 430 got home to find the landscaper had done a beautiful job on the front yard.. Walk inside and notice a graham cracker on the floor...which triggers the who got into the secret stash of supplies for smores thought.. Yeap they found the stash and ate not one but two bags of marshmallows that I hid clearly for a reason....ok dealing with it.... Breathing... Go change to wo, open the basement door and see my freezer open and water all over the floor...yeap everything thawed and now spoiled bc its warm. Atleast $250 worth of food... Here comes the food addict and emotional eater...I was so upset. I had just gone shopping. And down my throat went 12-15 Snickerdoodles that I had made last night for the boys. Yeap I ate all but 2. Now I sit on the floor, having already cried....knowing that I lost this battle. Knowing that my emotions won this past hour. I dont want to workout, but I will. I will lift..and I will do cardio. I know I will move on from this..I will learn. Its a bump in the road. So just when you think you are alone, when you are paralyzed and rocking in your chair or on the floor...remember this, remember my voice. Remember that you are NOT ALONE!!! You will rise up...you will WIN!! You will NEVER GIVE UP...You will KEEP FIGHTING because YOU ARE WORTH IT!!! Some may think...OMG this chick is crazy and wayyyyy over reacted...then others will know exactly what this feels like. This is the life of an emotional eater...the life of a food addict.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 22:03:51 +0000
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