I realize that as i have been trying to deal with my emotional trauma, Ive ignored the rest of my shit. i understand that i have to take things one step at a time, but in order to move forward, i must heal every aspect of each instance that pains me. the longer i stay clean, the more past trauma is revealed. thats just a given; but as i work on the emotions surrounding my pain, Ive not dealt with my feelings of wanting to use.. Ive been suppressing those as i had with my painful ones and its keeping me stuck. so im re-adjusting myself now. Ive written myself a Commitment to Heal. A commitment I plan to take seriously, as if it is the most important thing in my life, because really...it is!! Its a way for me to keep healing, and moving forward, rather than continuing to drown in these painful emotions, and brutal memories. Ive been starting to feel like I can love myself again. For the first time in way too long. im learning to appreciate the things that im able to do
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 23:09:03 +0000
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