I really got to get a grip and maintain my peace and security in a relationship that has effected me in both good and bad ways--i need to follow my advice and find the peace and happiness from wiyhin myself--i believe things happen for a reason and i am going through a type of initiation of inner change--I have lost so much weight from having the flu and things are happening to prompt me to go back and look wiyhi n for my peace and security. It does not happen often when one meets their twin flame and it can really cause major changes in ones life. I do not want to end it but I want to still be me and most importantly trusted. I have repeatedly told him i have no other significant person (man) in my life. Its hard when one or both allow the past to threaten the future because of a fear of getting hurt again--I am working hard to go back into the silence where i was in 1982 at 18 for nearly 1 month and i do believe a relationship and depression got me to train my mind to never think or worry-yet i functioned my best and felt the christ consciousness take complete control over my life, however i realize now why now i did not maintain this peace was because i did not know what i was doing or how to handle living in 2 worlds--the experience can turn into a very scary experience the moment fear was aloud to enter my mind while i went so far out through meditation--Ill never forget the good experience of being in constant bliss- I never in my life have ever felt so good as i did when i went iinto the higher consciousness--all fear, depresssion and health problems just melted away--just thought id share my story but please remember to never go to fast with in and most importantly know what you are doing-it was like a dying to the world yet still being in it in my spirit hoovering just near my physical body which was slowly transforming into a light body--I feel that I was/am a mystic and even to this day i feel i live in 2 worlds but its felt more subtly now. Blessings--~Tara
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 08:17:38 +0000
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