I really want to try to start 2015 with a clean slate . But Im not going to lie , I honestly do not know where to start first . Ive always been a bit of a scatter brain . I used to think when I was younger I wasnt like that , however my parents, ( especially them ) tell me otherwise . Being that way, ( perhaps a better word for it is ADHD ) , makes it exceptionally difficult for me to know what to work on first . This house ? My bills and finances ? My kids ? Advancing my education ? Where is a good place to start ? Its funny because it seems like absolutely nothing is in order in my life but I still manage to take care of business, ( always in the most complicated of ways of course ) . This year Im definitely up for more advice and guidance through the times that Im trying to tackle too many tasks at once . Yes this is the real me, Im not going to pretend its just sugar-coated bullshit anymore . I am who I am and I know Ive driven people away because of it . But it never was for the lack of trying to be different . To be the person I often dream of becoming. I just pray for a little bit of understanding and less disdain, ( from people booing me off the stage and throwing vegetables) , These people do not understand what its like to be stuck in your own personal hell because your own mind is your worst enemy .
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 01:46:10 +0000
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