I sat and talked to one of my best friends tonight about old times - TopicsExpress



          

I sat and talked to one of my best friends tonight about old times and actually for once in 3 years I smiled about the past with my ex narcissist. We lived in a beach community and I told my friend about how we surfed and one time during a hurricane swell I was still to weak and new to surfing that I couldnt make it through the waves on my own and he would paddle behind me and push me until I made it beyond the break and I would sit on my board to scared to catch a wave but take in the power and beauty of the ocean. This was the one and only time I ever got help from him in the 14 years I surfed and was with him! The smile literally lasted for less than a minute.....then I came to reality.....the reality that the push I got was the only push he ever made in our relationship, the rest was a codependent nightmare that I wish I could just erase from my memory!
Posted on: Wed, 29 Jan 2014 02:45:38 +0000

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