I see so many people so happy the holidays are upon us.... But i see the holidays as a plague waiting to eat my soul.... I want to forget that i ever celebrated any holiday... I feel selfish in thinking that my feelings are justified ......... i know that what i experienced losing my daughter and family is my burden to bear as an Individual .... I would never for a second want my worst enemy to feel or experience the loss of a child/family like i have ..... How do i deal... How do i accept what Ive been through to know everyone else deserve a happiness i will never feel again..... It makes me wish on every star i see that i was dead as well.... But i know its not fair to feel knowing that my death would in turn hurt the ones i know love me even more .... What do i do... Were do i turn... Who do i turn to when i feel so alone.... ... HELP i need but dont want to burden a single soul with my pain..... Im lost hole heartedly.....
Posted on: Sat, 02 Nov 2013 05:55:30 +0000
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