I see that METH has taken over alot of people in Fort.Mac... Its already everywhere I go here in Red Deer and its heart breaking :( I can see it written all over your faces. I am not condemming anyone who has turned to the devils drug as a last resort. I was living that life for over 6 months and it was the worst 6 months of my life. Constantly thirsty, hungry and tired it was NO FUN, EVERYONE i LOVED had turned away from me and I never felt so alone in the world. One night I realized I was on my way out the door to kill myself because I felt like no person on this earth love or cared about me, I was at the end of my rope. It was either sober up or die in my eyes because that lifestyle kills you and drowns you in fear and hopelessness. Then as I was fighting the thoughts of suicide I realized Jesus is always there, I felt like whole world was on my shoulders and I couldnt carry it anymore! I asked Jesus to come into my heart and he took ALL the heaviness away, all the fear and I rediscovered my faith :) I sobered up found love in the midst of my misery and I have hope for my friends who are still fighting the battle. THERE IS HOPE AND THERE IS GOOD IN THE WORLD. You just have to seek it. I found Love and Im holding onto it till the very end.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 23:08:17 +0000
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