I start as an Introvert.. People who get to know me, start acknowledging me. They make me the USP of the relationship. But than the moment they realize I m too easy to get, they do the obvious thing Take me for granted............. This is something I know, and still repeat the same mistake again and again. Yes I trust people, Yes I trust people very easily, Yes I get emotionally attached. Yes I repeat this mistake every single time. Does that means I will always be left alone.............................. Because that is what happens to me every single time. No one likes to be TAKEN for granted, neither do I, so the moment I step back, with an expectation to be pulled. I m left behind, with a simplest of Logic Ego bohot hai mujme. Least do they understand that its not the ego, its the part of me who wants to be noticed, and the worst part is, I dont like explaining, or begging for attention. I dont ask for more, I just want to walk with everyone around. This is not the first time I m facing this, and may be not the last time, bcoz I dont wanna change. But I guess its peak time now. Guess CHANGE is the only way out. I wonder whats the main problem.. Me being easy to have? Me being emotional? Me trusting people? or its just that I expect a lot, but dont you expect the same what you give? May be I shouldnt. Or is it the fact that I was born to be used and then forgotten. Like a candle which is only needed when the Lights are out, and once the need is over, no one care where it is. The questions still remains unanswered....
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 22:40:41 +0000
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