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I still rmembr wen i used to b concerned only wid my studies... And i realised all my frnds were paired up n they gave lesser time to me. I were vacant, nobody around except my books and i used to be happy like dis :) suddenly, i met sum1. A so sweet boy who used to talk wid much respect to me. Jab b wo itne respect se baat karta hamesha dil ko chu jata. Par love shove ka to soch v nahi sakti thi padhne likhne ka shauk jo tha. Fir us ladke ne pyar bhari baten karni shuru kar di. Mai bachna chahti thi in sab chizo se. Mai hamesha use kehti rahi mjhe tum par trust nahi hai zara bhi. Par wo hamesha bharosa dilata gaya, pyar dikhata gaya. Acha to mjhe b lagta tha to kab tak rokti khudko. Shayad mjhe bhi love jaisa kuch hua tha. Badi himmat karne ke baad jab usko kaha ke mai uske sath apni life spend karna chahti hu to uska koi reply nahi aaya. Mjhe dar laga. Fir kch time baad ladke ne jawab dia ke tum apni padhai karo, mjhe nahi padna in chakkar me. Tab mjhe samajh aya ke shayad wo sirf timepass ke liye gf banana chahta tha. Usko true love ya life partner ki khwahish nahi thi. Par fir v wo acha lagta tha to maine use kaha ke koi nai, frndship to rakh sakte ho na? Ladka b khushi khushi maan gaya ke haan, mjhse acha frnd tmhe kahin nahi milega. Mai tab v khush thi k atleast wo care to karta hai as a frnd hi sahi. Fir jab ek din kisi baat pe pareshan hokar use phone kia to chidh sa gaya wo aur koi advice v nahi kari. Tab mjhe laga ke use to frndship tak v nibhani nahi aati to aur kya aa sakta hai. Fir us ladke ne bataya ke uski already gf hai wo bas mere sath awai baten karta tha. Bura to laga bahot bt i decided ke jitni cheap image usne bnayi hai apni mere samne, ill nvr do dat with any1. Jab we met ki kareena jaisi happy se sady ho gayi thi mai. Aur meri lyf me v ek shahid kapur aaya :) bt i rejected his love bcs love happens only once in a lyf tym. Dobara love karne ke liye dusra janam lena hoga ;) yeah, it was my bad luck nd my foolishness dat i beleived a false a liar person >.
Posted on: Tue, 04 Feb 2014 11:14:44 +0000

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