I thought i was going to wake up feeling like shizz and be stuck with horrible anxiety for the rest of my life. I tried to bury those feelings any way i could which then led me to believe even more that i would never be healthy again. I used to think that the creativity that i possesed inside was gone forever and i would never feel like i could create anything again. But with the help of many friends and realization that life is not lived completely on my own terms ive come to find the start of happiness i never thought would come to me. The creativity and ideas that once flowed are streaming through my mind and body again and i am thinking about the next step positively rather than hiding or worrying and tripping over the steps ahead. Im more happy that i didnt destroy everything than i am about anything. It aint over till the end. And the ultimate end isnt something you can decide for yourself. You can guess its over and live like it is. At least thats what ive started to learn. Failures or opportunity or events that dont work out are just blessings to show you they werent meant to be and something else is meant for you. Head up. Good times. Smile.
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 01:57:07 +0000
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