💔 I try and try & even when I am so undecided and in need to seek a friend advice but yet too shy to say. I would rather not say nothing and do as always... Cry and get over it but I think it has been too long, I have been walkin on this same side of the road for like since 2011 and I feel tired, I feel lost, I cannot count my Emerge visits anymore, I wanna strangle Mr. Pole. My Life in My World now, it is hard and people make mistakes and some forgive but why do some have to say the most hurtful & painful things to you, about you ? It feels like since I came back from St. Pauls , I been more less thought and always think of what I went through, I started to pray again. This is why, I try to keep to myself, I want to go out but .... I use to go for walks, but as soon as we take one step out our door, there is already something you did last nite or if you said something. I miss the old world, where everyone respected each other, when people use to wave at each other when you drive by. When people use to stop & talk to each other. If it is me.... God, please help me to give me strength to be a good friend, a good mother, a good person. If I hurt anyone, forgive me and for the ones that hurt me..I forgive you too 😓
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 22:15:59 +0000
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