I understand why people cant stomach me and have harsh opinions and criticisms about me which back then I was very very guilty for contributing to that which Ill take that blame with no complaints but if you think for one solitary second Im beating myself up for it now Im not because Im in a new chapter in life in which Im not scared of the world and the risks anymore because its always gonna be there no matter what but my personality can be resilient and adjust slowly but surely which its hard but Im making it happen see because I have a unofficial small job everyday in life which is help people improve through my mistakes and to some people it may not look like I got a army behind me but I invisibly do and you know what my army is called god because through him hes shown me my damage and he shown me how to fix it through self soul searching in reality and my previous dreams and now that Ive walked through the fire with internal burns and scars I understand where I was and how to fight to stay away from what almost killed me emotionally so even though I dont go out that much which if you ever meet Joey and me personally one day he can explain it more clearly then I can but when I do go out I have fun and cherish every moment which I know never to take life for granted because it can all be gone at any moment so I use my mind heart and soul to love a world that has developed hardened emotions and as nervous as I am I know I have the power to change all of this
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 00:53:59 +0000