I used to look forward to waking up knowing at some point my phone would vibrate & id get a positive mesage telling me somebody cared about how I was feeling,i was on their mind,they loved me & wished I had a good day. Occasionally talk thru the day...had a real sense of wow Im worried about....guess its not MY turn anymore. Now Im lucky if anybody hits me up period ..they always need me to be somewhere,do something,...they dont need my friendship,they dont care if Im good,they dont celebrate my victories nor do they acknowledge my pain ...so what do I really have to look forward to getting up?...making bs money doing a job they dont appreciate ,making music they cant pretend to care about & smoking away the pain that builds up everyday? Yea OK ...luckily for me its not that deep but would it b nice not to feel alone in a crowded room full of people there for me? Yup...gm
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 11:02:24 +0000
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