I want everyone to read this. Its long, but its worth it. It would mean a lot to me. ~ It breaks my heart to know that you want yourself dead. It breaks my heart to know that youre so sad that you think killing yourself is the only option. I want you to know that youre loved. And if by no one else, by me. I want you to stay strong. I want you to keep going and win this race. Its going to be hard. And it may not get better for a while. But imagine how good it will feel when it does. When everything is okay. Imagine how good it will feel when you dont feel the need to swallow the pills or cut your skin. Imagine how good it will feel when you can look another person that is in the same situation as you, in the eyes and tell them that things do get better. Its not going to be easy. But it will happen. You just need to love yourself despite everything. Despite your flaws and insecurities. Despite people spitting malicious and cruel words at you. Despite the sadness. Despite the hatred. Keep going. Keep thriving. Because I know you truly dont want to die. You just want the pain to end. You were scared when you made those attempts. You dont want to starve that precious body of yours. You dont want to cut or burn your skin. You just dont know what else to turn to. You just want to be happy. Look in the mirror and say all the things that you love. Repeat every single thing that makes you even the least bit happy. Tell yourself why youre still on the earth even after your attempts to leave it. You dont want to die, you want to be at peace. And tomorrow every time you smile write it down. Write it in a journal or on your hand or on a sticky note. Document it. All of it. So later on that night when youre standing in front of your mirror you can tell yourself why life is worth living. And when youre saying the things that make you happy, youll start to smile. You have a beautiful smile. Let yourself be happy. Put that blade. That knife. That gun. Those pills. That noose. Down. Theres hope in everything even when you cant seem to find it. Theres a life line you just need to grasp it. Lastly, your need to learn to love yourself. Learn that youre the definition of beauty. Learn that there are 7+ billion people on this planet and not one of them have the same finger prints as you. None of them have the same memories as you and they may not all be special, but theyre yours and no one elses. Learn that youre beautiful. Youre loved. And cared for. I need you to do this.~
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 01:56:40 +0000
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