I wanted to share this with all of my friends who have suffered the loss of a loved one.....As positive as I may seem on most days I still have my moments when I want to just SCREAM! From the pit of my stomach, with everything I have, I want to scream! Scream why Brandi Kubos, Scream why my family? Scream until my throat is raw and red, until the words fall out as a crippled breath landing at that bottom of nothing! I want to scream because I get so tired of crying. Losing a daughter to domestic violence well.....It still makes me angry as hell! I want to hit, and kick and punch, and tear away at all the hurt. At the pictures in my head, memories that were blown into bits my someone elses anger. To rip at it, to kill and destroy it with my bare hands, until my knuckles bleed. Until the ghosts are gone. Until I’m too tired to do it anymore. And guess what when we get tired of screaming and being angry that is when we fall down not so gracefully at Gods feet! (right where we wanted us all along) Just remember it is his love and only his love that can ease our pain. It is almost like a healing salve. It is then that we realize the thing that was meant to kill us will somehow with Gods grace set us free! Under all that anger, under all that pain, somehow we have to find a way to believe and have faith in something bigger than ourselves. When we are crawling around in the mud dont forget Jesus is right there with us getting his knees dirty too! Stay strong my friends and listen to the song below and remember there will Be Better Days!
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 21:49:06 +0000
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