I was FINALLY able to hear Elis voice for the first time in 23 - TopicsExpress



          

I was FINALLY able to hear Elis voice for the first time in 23 days. I remember thinking that he would never, ever be quiet when we were in the car when he was little and now I cant get enough of the sound of his voice. I dont know how it is possible to love someone as much as parents love their children but 4 or 24 it never fades. Im not going to lie, Im NEVER going to get used to the military mom thing. I am thrilled that I got to hear from him and that hes safe but Im also so painfully aware of the fact that for the next 6 years (or maybe eternally now) my life with him is just a series of until next times. I know that Ill figure it out eventually and figure out a way to enjoy what time I do get. But right now Im selfishly angry and unbearably sad that he isnt here with me:( Hows that for honesty. Sorry Isaac Strukely, youre living with me forever. Thank your brother.
Posted on: Sun, 03 Aug 2014 22:00:35 +0000

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