I was kinda upset the other day about some people who were being dicks about a pic I put up for my beautiful amazing gf. Anyway I smudged for them and ask the creator for understanding. When I went to bed that night I had this dream that I was in this lodge sitting by a fire. There was 7 beautiful wolves that came to my lodge and 4 of them came and lay down in the 4 directions around the fire and 3 started rummaging around my stuff digging around. I called 1 of the wolves to me that were digging around and started petting it and all of a sudden its fur start falling out and under it the skin was dark, rough and scabby, real gross looking. It was like that wolf got scared and started grabbing at my fire and dragging it out of the lodge then the other 2 started doing the same but the 4 that lay down just laid there and behaved. . . I woke up that morning and thought wow what a dream but didnt really understand what I saw. So again I smudged and asked the creator to help me understand what I saw. While I was smoking and having coffee I started to understand my dream. . .the 7 wolves that came to me represented the people I allowed into my life (the lodge) and the fire represented my spirt. The wolves that lay by the fire represented the people who are my true friends who I can trust and share my love with. . .The 3 wolves that were digging around represented the people I allow in my life who I cant trust and who dont respect me, my family or the people I love. Those 3 wolves presented themselves (at first) to be beautiful but when their fur fell out their true nature was shown and by them trying to steal my fire they were in essence trying to destroy my spirt and make me chase them and follow them into the darkness outside the lodge. . . I know now that I carry something that people want and yearn for and desire in their lives and thats my strong belief in my culture and faith in my creator (Im not better than them or worse) but some where deep inside them they carry doubt, anger, frustration and a deep hate of their own lives and feel they are trapped in their own world that they created with no answers or hope for change. They see that I have a strong belief and that I carry hope for a better future not only for myself but also for the ones I love. They dont want to see anyone succeed and find a better way of life because they cant find it for themselves so they will do whatever it takes to hold everyone around them down so they arent alone in their misery. (When you look at this reserve life you will see this as true and it is very rampant on reserves) .....when we first picked up our sacred medicines we were told that we as warriors will face many obstacle and criticism from not only those who dont understand but also from friends and family....... I was going to confront these people and let them know that they can never succeed in destroying my spirit or my beliefs but I think forgiveness and understanding are what is needed. (I know some will try say negative things about this or try poke fun of me and make me out to be a fool or defend themselves by saying they were just joking around, but deep inside I know the truth and no matter the amount of darkness you try to hide behind your fur is not thick enough to hide the true nature of who you really are) well time for bed
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 09:18:47 +0000
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