I was reading a post earlier on and was touched by this story of how one unlikely person you would want to date ended up a soul-mate of 11 years and still growing strong. I just feel like sharing this story too, well wasnt a prick just being playful flirtatious and always on the lookout of great body, great look, basically exceptional fantastic outlook. One day, this monkey message me over grindr and from the picture i was thinking hmmm normal, oh well chat loh since im free. From chatting over grindr we exchanged number and finally met-up, over a pasar malam (like really first outing is pasar malam, so unglam right). He was slim, tan unlike the kind of person i would wanna grow long together. But his unglam and unlikely to be together somehow gave me a sense of security and happiness. Hes just funny and caring in every way most importantly hes observant towards me. We dated, he expressed and we became couple for 3 years. Then... ... we broke up last year and that was due to bad influence i had around me. I was given the comment, come on youre young, explore more!, hes your first, cant be your last right!?, wow hes good looking, why not just a hook-up and all over liao, come on its songkran, who wont wanna ONS?!. I called off my relationship with him and it broke him so badly, he was confused, thinking well be together for long. So, he tried his best to patch us back together, all i say one thing that make him stop trying hard was it wont happen anymore. We stayed together and of course after our relationship ended, we departed. I packed my things and i found a letter he wrote for me hidden in one of the files. Content of the letter was nothing but wishing me best, wanting me to be happy and hoping Ill find someone who loves me more than him and wouldnt repeat the mistakes he has done to me. How could someone be so selfless thinking nothing but me. It broke me and i regretted calling it off. Today, i once asked you... So how long have we been together now? You say lets just continue, so were going 5th year liao with a great big smile on your face. Im much more happy and we always meet-up at least 2-3 times a week and i cant stop thinking about your smile especially when you chew your food, your weirdness and the chicken dance, and also sometime i did mistake then you twisting my ear and i do the same to u... Me sharing this hoping that you guys, dont let anything, anyone influence your judgement. Is you yourself the own devil messing you up not others and dont blame others. Im the one to be blamed for my relationship. But today, I always think, hes imperfection just made me perfect for who i am when Im with him. BB Monkey, Lup you forever, sorry for my childish behaviour. Youre my first and last... :) [Malaysia]
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 03:05:24 +0000