I was really up for almost 24 hrs...smh! But I had alot of fun! I want to thank everyone that supported me in the journey to compete last night! Yall are awesome and I honestly could not have done it if I didnt put myself out there and go public! It wasnt my intention to inspire or motivate, but with every person who told me that I did, it held me accountable and inspired me to stay on the right path! Never in a gazillion years would I have ever done a bikini contest, and even last night, I still was in the mindset of that girl that was almost 150lbs, slowly peeling myseld out of my t shirt and sweats! The challenge for me was not to compete and win or even place....it was to complete the challenge of competing. ..and I subconsciously doubted myself once again and left early to go celebrate my victory of defeating the girl I used to be!......then got a text that the judges were looking for me to come out with Top 5... lol! Ive learned so much this year so far...I figured out how disciplined I really can be and that everyone has a winner within them! You just gotta tell your (w)inner self that Fear is a LIAR!!!! Next challenge starts MONDAY!!
Posted on: Sun, 23 Mar 2014 16:36:46 +0000
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