I was reminded by my sister today to be transparent. Which is something I always talk about. So so soooo many people are hurting right now. There is pain everywhere in peoples lives in all circumstances. I know God is growing my roots in him through all of this as He is in all of our lives through scary times and through suffering. Im sharing what I emailed to myself last night in a moment of feeling overwhelmed by the unknown. I had another MRI today because the first one wasnt so clear. Ive been walking around throwing my arms up in surrender to the Lord. He is our rock. Im laying here with tears flowing down my face. I just got a message that Simon Med wants some more imaging. Another scan of some sort. What does this mean? Could it mean they are seeing more cancer? People are dying of cancer right this sec. God loves them as much as he loves me. None of us know what our story will be. Is mine to beat this and help others or is it that He is calling me Home. Lord Jesus. I cry out to you. Whats happening inside my body? Is this all real. This is my new life and I cant wrap my brain around it. Dear Lord Jesus no matter what my fate please give me peace Heavenly Father. Right now Im afraid earlier today I felt your super natural peace. Its all so much. Please give me the strength to fight this disease. I pray that if its your will that I will beat this disease and see my children grow. See them graduate get married and have babies Lord Jesus. Please calm my fears so I can rest and restore. I love you. I always prayed that you would make me the woman you want me to be. Please help me to except whatever that is Lord Jesus.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 00:54:53 +0000
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