I went through a season in my life where I struggled with unworthiness..to the point it hindered my prayer life and I didnt pray like I should.. this resulted in carnal negative thinking. It was a terrible cycle I found myself in. Through this struggle I learned a lot about myself and the Love of God that kept me.. I never stopped going to church because I loved God and really did want to please him.. I was just caught in a horrible trap. I still taught Sunday school at the time and even went to the county jail doing ministry. I did still pray but not like I did before this hit me. God still would touch me but I just couldnt shake off this unworthiness. I learned to live by what I knew was true and not by what I felt... later I realized this birthed me into a place of faith that took me beyond feelings.. I have never shared this except one on one but I felt to for some reason.. condemnation is not from God. Conviction is. Condemnation will try and lead you away from him but conviction will draw you to him.. If you struggle with a sense of unworthiness I want to encourage you dont throw in the towel on your relationship with God. Press on and know regardless of what you feel God is there. He loves you! He is true and the devil is a liar! You will see brighter days.. the night wont always last. One thing I realized.. I am called with a holy calling! Not according to my works but according to His own purpose and grace which was given me in Christ Jesus before the world began!! 2 Timothy 1:9. He makes us worthy! Not ourselves! Jesus Loves you!
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 13:26:22 +0000
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