I wish I knew what it was like to have a mom that supports you, and give you everything you need, or who takes you shopping, and spends time with you during the week and weekends, who talks to you about your problems and helps you out when you need it. I wish I knew what it was like to live with your father who you know cares for you and gives you everything you could possibly need/want and who is there for you when u need someone the most, but also knowing how much it sucks to let him down because you know all he wants is to live with his two little girls that mean the world to him. I wish I knew what it would have been like to be close with your brothers instead of messing everything up. I wish someone would be proud of everything I have done and supported all of the good choices I have made. It hurts knowing how many people you have hurt, and let down and knowing Im getting the exact same thing in return. Im sorry for letting so many people down, and expecting littler things from me. But I cant change what I have done and who I am.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 03:08:44 +0000