I would like to wish everyone a Happy and Blessed New Year! I apologize for the long post with this video, but would have made the video too long, so I decided to just do a sparknotes version of what I would have talked about before the song. One question I was asked yesterday was what my New Years Resolution would be, and I had no idea. It never occurred to me what a resolution really meant until I pondered it. Now that it makes sense, I have decided that I will try and retire many negative aspects of my life, including physical/emotional factors, things that used to or thought I loved to do, and even people in general. The one thing that I well be trying to focus on first is the way I want Music to be in my life. Music is by far one of the most beautiful of Gods creations, dont get me wrong, if it wasnt for music, I would have never made it to college or had the privilege and honor to getting to know and grow close to people because of it, but like all beautiful things, there is always the other side. Music itself never did me wrong in anyway, but has many direct correlations with feelings of being buried six-feet-under. Its even to the point where I question is music really what I need in my life? Is it going to be worth it to go and be a music teacher, band director, or even try to be a famous singer? Have I really found something I belong to, or have only used it in the wrong ways as those have done to me? Either way, whether I decide to retire music as a pair of my life or not, as I believe in fair and equal treatment to everyone and everything, it would not be justice to let this composition never even have a chance to be a prototype. I can also at least give myself one final opportunity to perform/sing if I do come to that conclusion. This song I consider my first song really because not only are the lyrics, emotions, and accompaniment composed by me, but I also for the first time came up with my own chord progression and structure order on my own, so this one was truly made from scratch. Again, I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year filled with Joy and Happiness! I love you all! Here are the lyrics to my song entitled Alone in the Dark Abyss I hope you enjoy! Alone in the Dark Abyss I used to be so cold, not letting anyone in. Then one day you showed me warmth, with that beautiful heart of yours. For so long I have feared, Letting my barrier down. Not knowing what to do if I realize I made a big mistake. Alone, alone, in the dark abyss, can you find me? Because, I can, nor do this by myself. Im so lonely. Alone, alone, in the dark abyss, well you find me? Or I, shall be, in this eternal hell, for all eternity. As time passes we bond, you show me what happiness is. And now that I have gone blind, I cannot foresee whats to come. So you only use me when you need me, Disregarding all of my emotions. Go back to your cult where you wanna be, leaving me in total isolation. Alone, alone, in the dark abyss, can you find me? Because, I can, nor do this by myself. Im so lonely. Alone, alone, in the dark abyss, well you find me? Or I, shall be, in this eternal hell, for all eternity. You used everything I taught you against me, and you made me feel worthless, not good enough. For you to have done me so badly, oh how stupid of me to not catch your bluff. I was always there for you, did not want you to fall, and I didnt regret it at all! Our did I do something to make you hate or not trust me? Let me fix it and make you happy! I am truly sorry for have given you so much pain, And putting you through this hell! Now I shall pay the big price and not even think twice, as I sing to you my last farewell...
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 23:05:54 +0000
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