INSERT 34 From then I had to make a plan because makazi wasnt gonna be able to look after two houses that is her home and mine home and I still needed aunty in the house,I was gonna be scared to stay alone.Makazi waseThekwini offered to stay with Kanyi just to lighten the weight of my burden.Kanyi left and stayed with her.I didnt have a problem with Kanyi going to stay with Makazi coz unobubele uyabathanda abantwana akaze nje ambethe umntwana uyamtyisa amse eclinic ngexesha leclinic.Wayesenomzukulwane naye mos my cousin had a daughter who was a fulltime Makazis responsibility.Kanyi was 2years at that time.Macwera(the new helper ndandihlala naye) she was the most polite person ever uyofika ithulile intombenkulu asuke ahleke nje loo nto ihlekisayo.She was so good and neat.Iwashing ndandizenzela eyam nekaThando.Yena kwakukupheka nokucleana,ndimncedise ke xa ndirhalela kwakungengomsebenzi mninzi njee and andingomntu ukhutheleyo ke mna.Ndandiseke ndambalisela ngotata kaThando sathi sisancokola ngenye imini... Macwerha:yeAya uthi na lo yisalomntana osamfuni okanyithinintwakho mntawumntu? :D limpondokazi indlela athetha ngayo yayindihlekisa. Mna:hayi ke tana sisi(I called her sisi ngoba wayengaba anti basafikayo aphebuantini ngokweAge) andimyekanga ndisamthanda qha hay andifuni kube ndimlandelela ndisampholisile. Macwerha:hayi ayenziwonto endodeni uwes nguyisomntakho umnika ixesha eloneleyo uba atholamanye amankazinyana. Mna:hayi sisi uba uBush ubesandithanda naye esandifuna ngendifonela ngoba umanephangela nje. Macwerha:hay Aya funekukhe umfonele umbuzisise ubana ithinintwakhe zange kalo uthando lwayekwa kanjalo.Emveni kwale ncoko I realised I still wanted Bush so bad because of the personality he used to have or was I fooling myself? I decided I will take my baby to Ngcobo kumamakhe uba ke abamfuni bondigxotha ndibe sendifikile but I was gonna call Bushs mom if Bush doesnt want me to go there. Because of the situation at home I was forced to go claim my Education Plan at old mutual at least now I was aware of the procedures followed when doing claims.I did just that xa ndifika kukhona nenye umama wayeyenzile yomntana katata wangaphandle qha wayeke wangathi uzohlala pha endlini coz we stayed with him for 4years but wazimela wagoduka kuba wayebethwe ngutatakhe engabuyanga neenkomo.Kwakufuyiwe ekhaya kusekhona utata kwakukhona iigusha neenkomo but iigusha zaya ziphela kwade kwangabikho nenye.Umama esweleka nje besekukhona iinkomo ezintathu zinomntu ozalusayo naye ebhatalwa kwasithi. Le education plan kwacaba asinokwazi uyiclaima without the presence of uZuko(half brother) hayi ke ngoku sistress eso sizomthatha phi kona lo mntuezovele afunele yena le mali soyithini loo nto it is the only money we have kaloku tyhini ngekhe kofuneka sizame istrategy lol.Ndandizoclaima iphume after 3 days it was torwards the end of September ndizokwazi ubhatala uMacwerha noKhotha (umalusi) sithenge neegroceries ndithumelele uYonie noAsa noUna.Yonie was staying in umtata efunda pha,uAsa noUna babehlala ekokstad behlala noPermzana (my cousin lo wayehlala noKanyi wandixela kuBlues,remember?).Kwalunga ke ndaqonda ndizososke ndiye eNgcobo nolu sana semdalanyana ngoku uba basafuna ukuqinisekisa ngowabo or not bazokwazi ukumehlula.Everything went according.Ndavuka ngala ntseni ndafowunela uBush ndabe sendilungisile ndizixelela ukuba uyandalela ndihleli ndisiya qha ndikwazi nje kowabo.Ukugqiba kwam ukulungisa umntana ndathathifone yam I dialled his no. Bush:eloow Mna:hey,unjani? Bush:ndiryt uryt wena? Mna:Ndiryt.ndisendleleni eza apho sendisemtata ngoku(ndiyamqhatha ndenzela angandijikisi) Bush:yoooh ubuyithethe nabani loo nto?haybo Aya?heee yhemfondini uzofika kungekho mntu apha nam andikho ndiseQueenstown. Mna:hay ke ndofika ndihlale phandle nomntanakho silinde kude kubuye umntu ngAlo mini azobuya ngayo.Ndandimva uba uyabila sana akafuni ndize mhanyhanie.Ndabe ndiqonda andijiki tuu kulapho ndiyayo.From there I dialled Rhadies no.(Her mom).Ndandingazange ndakhe ndamfonela ke ndandiqala inumber yakhe ndandiyfumene kucousin kaBush. Rhadie:halow Mna:ninjani mah? Rhadie:siyaphila sisi unjani wena?ndithetha nabani na? Mna:uthetha noAya mah umama womntana kaBush lo waseMount frere. Rhadie:yoh yoh yoh sisi uzifihlephi?ndagqibela kuthwa ubelekile zandaphinde ndeva nto ngawe yhini mntanam unjani umzukulu wam...wadwekesha umntongumama ndangayazi noba ndiphendule eyiphi wayevakala onwabile ndatsho ndakhululeka nam. Mna:mama bendifunukutsho sisendleleni siza apho kwakho. Rhadie:oohhh andingevuyi nditsho ndibone loo mntu,niphi ngoku? Mna:sizaphuma aphendlini mah emount frere. Rhadie:hay kaloku sisi ningaphumi late ukwenzela nizofika kwangexesha kweli cala ndizoxelela uBush azonikhawulela ukufika kwenu edolophini ungcono ngoba kukhona imoto ahamba ngayo nifone nje nina xa senikufuphi.ndizomyalela kwangoku.Savalelisana.Kwowu utsho kubani? Ndiphaaa andijiki tu.Sayiqala indlela nosana lwam sayofikeMthatha sayothatheziyeNgcobo sayindlela.Wafona uBush sisesendleleni wathi uthunywe nguRhadie uba asikhawulele siphi ngoku ndamxelela sigqibophumeMtata wathi simfonele xa sesikufuphi.Tyhini sekhona ngoku ngoku ubeseQueenstown hayi wajika weBush.He really had changed qha ndim lo wayengafuni kuyamnkela loo nto noxa yayicace gcaa,I still had faith in him.Really we got to Engcobo,when we got there wayesesilinde ngaseRank.Yiyhooo wayengebhitye marn iindevu ezi zigcwele ubuso,nam ndandisebhityile ke qha ndimhlana though am not sure what the other person would see.Wayengenantloni eyinto encume isazela nje wandihugga nje la lousy hug wathatha umntana wakhe wateketisa.ndithi ngaphakathi kazuba ubezoteketisa nini na lo.Yena unabo ububele bomntwana indalo.Saya kule moto ahamba ngayo ndangenA ngemva mna hayibo ngendihlale frontseat endingayazi noba who sits on it xa ndingekho.Wayemane endikrwaqula kwirear view mirror kungebandi marn kuthe nkcwee ndandiqonda sisazothetha nalo kuseEarly.yhini ndaske ndaleqwa ziinyembezi ndakucinga esi sibhanxa endisiso.ndakhawuleza ndazesula.Wangathethi kwanto umnumzana sincokola nje izinto engekhe zincokolwe naziihagu estiyeni sazo ndlela le zazimathe ngayo.Sayofika kwaRhadie wayesahlala phezulu njemba enamakhaya amabini uBush,phezulu nasezantsi.Wayengevuyi umntomdala marn wasihugga wathathumntana wamthutha engemncamisi marn lol wakhe wemnka naye wayombonisa aba bantu wayehleli nabo phantsi kwemithi kuba lalitshisa ilanga ngalo mini.Kwaxhelwa inkukhu.Apparently Rhadie was staying with omnye umzukulwane wakhe kabhuti omdala kaBush.UNhasisi igama lakhe.Sancedisana noNhasisi ngopheka phoff kuthwe mandipheke kulo mzi ndizifikela.Emva kweSupper wabuza kuBush uRhadie uba sizothini siyolala ezantsi na okanye apha phezulu.Wajonga mna uBush owayeseyinto encume ububhanxa engayeki wayebonakala aphebusweni uba wonwabile oko esingethe uThando owayeyifoto yakhe ngokufana.He replied no we gonna sleep apha phezulu.Nam nje ndandihleli ndingazuyokulala ezantsi inoba kusegomora kaloku phaya phinde nam ndiyolala kwezo ngubo nooo ways.Kwalungiswa iindawo zolala.Sayolala ekamereni enye ebhedini enye noBush.Zange ndihlambe nohlamba hayibo kanjani?wayezothi ndiyamfisha nje athathe iadvantage.In my mind I had told myself iandinomqhekezela kwakhekhe kalo emva kwexesha elingaka we still need to talk and decide.Sangena ezingubeni wabe uThando ebambe iposition yakhe phakathi kwethu and wayengazosuka nangemistake. Mna:Bush u know we gata talk and please be honest with me about everything,I wont judge you,I am still ready to support you whenever you need me to.Ndiyakucela undixelele kwenzeka ntoni? Bush:eey Aya ndizokuxelela isizathu sayo yonke into eyenzeka ukuze communication yethu ibhede and Im not expecting you to forgive me I dont deserve you at all...ukubuya kwam eGoli kwenzeka kwathi kuneparty pha ngasendlini ndabona umama womntanam lo umdala sanxila sonke sewabuya nasemzini njemba wayendile kwenzeka ke ngobo busuku sayolala endlini kanti kukuqala kwethu... Ndandimamele ngathi ubalisa intsomi.igama lalo mama womntana nguNtosh bahlulwe lucingo pha ezantsi ngumakhelwane wakhe ubona yonke into eyenziwa ngomnye xa ekowabo,umntana wabo nguKoko. ...I was lonely and jobless I needed someone wayezondichithisa isithukuthezi ndaqala ngoko ukusela nokungakuhoyi oko udecember nojanuary ngoFebruary wave wandixeleluba umithi and umntwana ngowam yabona ke kusukela ngoko I lost hope about us and I decided instead of letting you know its better ndithule njemba bendingafuni uze apha bendingafuni uzova ezo zinto.Iv disappointed you Aya and am deeply sorry about that.Le moto bendiyiqhuba yekaDabs bendiyiboleke ekuseni kuba uNtosh ubelunywa ndimleqisa esibhedlela.Kona kona umsebenzi undinqabele nale nto yakwaArmy basifonela ngoko nangoko xa bedinga abantu thina esaresigna.So akhonto ilula Aya .Ubelekile ke futhi uNtosh kwanamhlanje ngomso ndizayomlanda.Sendimthanda Aya andifuni nokuxoka ndiryt naye. Yohhh kwakuthi mandirheyize akutsho.Ewe kwakuyinyani but it was hard on me to accept and move on.
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