Ill admit right now, I get extremely jealous seeing people get everything handed to them. Im definitely flawed, but at least I can say that I work hard for what I have. I could make plenty of excuses as to why Im not able to go to work, or clean, etc. Ive gone to work the last two months feeling so drained physically, Ive gone to work puking, overheated, nauseous, and many times in excruciating pain. But bills dont pay themselves, and food isnt just going to magically end up in my stomach. I have so much respect for those people who hold a job while being pregnant, or disabled or in bad health, because its not easy. The last 3 months or so reality has really hit me hard, and partially because of choices Ive made, but I think maybe thats exactly what I needed. Im grateful for second chances, and the opportunities in my life that have caused me to want to change myself for the better. Ive always had people doubting me and harshly, and unfairly judge me for things they dont understand. Ill take all that doubt and judgment as motivation to prove all those people wrong. Im not so fond of who I was in the past, but the past is the past and thats not who Im choosing to be anymore. I want to give my love and my best friend Nerrek D Galley for helping bring about this change in me, Youve been the best thing thats ever happened to me, and Im finally starting to remember what its like to be happy again. I love you!.
Posted on: Fri, 19 Sep 2014 17:55:04 +0000
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