Ill have a year sober next month but Ill be honest, when people rub what happen with Bobbi Jo, Morgan and Kylie in my face it really just makes me want to say screw it.. its like ripping the scab off of a never healing wound.. and each time its ripped off it takes more and more out of me to heal.. only god knows the sleepless nights and how many tears Ive cried.. You know the biggest lie Ive ever been told is it will get easier with time, because it doesnt.. the pains still there.. and as the years go on the pain gets deeper.. only god knows that in a heart beat Id take every ounce of pain away from those 3 girls and their familys and I would take it all on my own, just so that everyone would be Ok and everyone could have their loved one back that a very careless choice of mine took away... it just seems that now that Im doing the right thing i get harassed more.. and Ill be completely honest.. it makes me want to numb myself..
Posted on: Sat, 27 Sep 2014 03:45:18 +0000
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