Ill just never know 😓 Im only human and didnt deserve whts been done and left suffering while ur on holiday im in hospital fighting for my life! Thanks 😢 A letter she wrote to show nothing was worth the waste, One last tear streams down her face, She rests the barrel against her head, She pulls the trigger and now shes dead. She stands on a cliff with no one around, Her tears running down without any sound, The pain that she feels is always in her head, She jumps off the side and now shes dead. She sits in the bath with red tinted water, She hopes to escape from the lies that he told her, She loses her grip on the sharp bloody knife, Then closes her eyes and away fades her life. She sits in her room with a rope in her hands, The final outcome of all of her plans, She looks in the mirror with one final stare, Then ties the last knot and jumps off the chair. How did this happen? What was my life? Why ask me to be your wife? Ended with rope or a gun or a knife. My minds became broken, my hearts now so cold, It has shattered. why did my feelings never matter? My heads now filled with all of the lies i was told. When i first met you, It was love at first sight, You were shy at first but grabbed me and kissed me, and i put up no fight! We lasted 8 years and our relationship grew stronger, if you gave it a chance it would have lasted alot longer. You were my world, thats why i wore my ring, I wore it with pride, I was proud to be your girl. Shaun mclaren you were my everything! I trusted you always, I had no doubts, You were my best friend, Thats what our life was about. We were going to have a baby, You wanted to marry me, Why plan all of this? This is whats in my head and i want to be set free. You said so many things that you know you said and felt, I always thought youd be there when i was crying out for help, I was in love, i thought you were too, My life is worth nothing without you. I beleived what you said, You said i was more, I thought you loved me, Shaun what was i before? Im sorry for trying and im sorry for caring, I thought youd see that my life was worth saving. Just remember who was there throughout your life and helped you through struggle, It was me shaun, i was there when you needed a cuddle. You know what i mean cuz you threatned me to stay, I always took all your tears and pain away. I thought you loved me and youd do the same, But i was wrong, and its me i blame. I was happy with you through good time and bad, Even through hard times, we got through but it still makes me sad. This is goodbye and this is goodnight, Remember me because i was part of your life. Aimi Curran
Posted on: Wed, 02 Jul 2014 21:02:59 +0000
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