Im a very complex -in the worst way possible- character, and ever since i met Nabil he has been inspiring to change every flaw i can see in myself. And always dig deeper, find a smaller flaw and work on that too.. One major flaw is being judgmental and ehhmm -this is hard- jealous and insecure around other prettier, more successful women. Ive been working so hard to change that and it has been HARD to say the least. Lately i realized im not strong enough to change while being so intact with our society, few friends of mine and social media. So i started filtering (until im confident that no one can negatively influence me) and it had been working, or so i think. Im writing this to face myself and everyone of you. To promise myself and out myself on the spot. Im hoping this could be my last push of actually getting rid of this terrible habit. And i also ask all my friends -especially girls- to not gossip with me, and point out if i do. Last but not least, i want to publicly thank Nabil for being so inspiring and spiritual. You have changed my life, changed me! And thank you for working with me on being a better mother and role model to our little tutu.. P.S. It was really hard to write this.. Ive been hesitating to press post for almost 15 mins now.
Posted on: Mon, 22 Sep 2014 19:06:53 +0000
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