Im falling deep into a pit of an emotionless void with everyday passing I lose an emotion at the beginning I lost my fears then I lost sadness and just went numb no tears dropped, no heartache I lost my fears & flaws one by one I got rid of them, and it felt pleasant for once I was fearless and had nothing to tie me down I thought it was my blessing but soon it turned into a nightmare I lost what I hated and thats what I loved now Im losing what I love & Im hating who Ive become Im losing my love and care I cant give a damn about anything friends come and go that what I tell myself bullshit happens and we should deal with that I dont need anyone I can make it on my own I dont need nothing I can happily stay alone thats who Ive become a person who cares about none Im losing interest, I lost faith Im losing everything & doing nothing about it I need a wake up call something to pump life back into me I need to take a breath and feel the air flow into my lungs I need someone to touch my heart and let it beat again I need to be able to feel the pain and shed my tears once again I need to love and be loved, I need to care and be cared for I need a hug ~phantomness~
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 20:10:27 +0000
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