Im feeling the emotions that seem to be holding stagnant in the energy all around us. There is a lot of stuff bubbled up. And all this just ends up feeling wanted to be fully healed and loved. All of us have a story, a path we are on. For me I am tired and more so when I look back.For the last 4 years I have been healing pain, consciously removing blocks and loving more. But before I found people awake I was alone and only had my guides. Ultimately they where (still are) my best friends. My co-worker asked me how can I communicate like that. It creeps her out and scares her. I just said that I have seen and felt them my whole life, that there was no difference for me. When I would cry or very sad, even to this day, there is a swift comfort energy that hugs me. It feels as if im am hugged by and unseen force. And can hear comforting words. When I was little I thought they where angels because they where auric like (no wings). I think that being in church made me associate them into being angelic at the time. I talk to them several times a day and are very much apart of my life like a physical family member is in my household. I instantly feel bad when I choose to make wrong decisions because I know they are there seeing what I will choose. I can feel them read me and my emotion and even step to the side when I am off the deep end and throwing a fit. I do try not to let that happen much because its embarrassing to have a witness, LOL! I will admit the last time I did get upset, I heard one say shes going to, just let her. Then afterwards I felt bad and forgave myself and the situation, then it would come back, I would be upset and they would step aside again. Later I realized that it was something I had to confront and heal that was coming and they work with me before its here so that I dont totally fail that lesson. I so got these lessons down pat now. I say to them all the time, thank you for putting up with me. And sorry for not listening. I do feel bad because I love them. They are there through every moment with me, helping me record and remember all there is to know. Awake and asleep we are in constant communication. There has bee a couple of times that they felt distant and I was very depressed. They are my connection to who I am and why I am here. My heart and my home. ~Shawna.youtube/watch?v=G3t8WSyxqCM
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 23:18:23 +0000
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