Im going to try and vaguely explain how much the last week has meant to me... Firstly, I spent a lot of time with one of my closest ever friends and the fact they invited me to keep them company means a lot. I never told them how much it meant to me, but it meant a hell of a lot just to know that I had somebody to spend time with who has given and taught me a lot and asked only the same in return. I spent some time trying to... detach myself from them because of problems before, but this week allowed us to fully cement our close friendship before facing the prospect of a summer spent largely apart. Just being in the same room with somebody so physically, emotionally and mentally comforting means so much. Thank you. It was also great to make and see new friends and spend some time with good friends over the course of the week. Seeing good friends is always a plus, the familiarity and closeness brings comfort. Meeting and making friends brings excitement and curiosity. I needed both, as Im going to spend some time now making sure I sort myself out and I needed to finally end my sonewhat reckless phase with a cheer. This week was the hoorah that I needed. To everybody who made me smile, everybody who made me laugh, anybody who made me stop and think or has had time for me recently, thank you. Because truthfully... inside... Im not feeling so great. So much has been building up over time and then hitting me in bursts and its been getting me down since the end of May. Last night I really needed comforting and I was lucky enough to have somebody right there who I would be willing to share anything with and reveal any of my deeper thoughts and emotions to at the time and who would look at me without judgement and bias and just listen to what I had to say and comfort me at my lowest for a few months. Im not looking for attention or anything like that. Id like everyone to know how much just the seemingly smallest of things have meant lately. Yeah. Things will get better. Thats my aim for the summer. But right now Im just feeling down and lonely and I want people to understand that I might show this now and then and that I dont want them to treat me or think of me differently because of it. I just want you to be there as you have before. The smallest of things can make the biggest of differences. A hug can warm a heart. A smile can brighten a day. A friendship can improve a life.
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 01:09:14 +0000
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