// Im gonna tell you about my self harm story: at the age 14: This addiction started two years ago not long after I turned 14. I became aggressive towards my mom. It got so bad that I started to hit her and hurt her in every way. The social services took my away from her, they took me into foster care. I regretted hurting her when they took me away. I was not the only child in the foster home they put me in a foster home with five other girl. I never talked to anyone in foster care. Then one of the girls started talking to me and explained how hard it was for her. She showed me the scars up her arm and down her legs. They moved me too another foster home with just one boy. That night I ran away to my moms house. It was a stupid idea but I still did it. That following night I was arrested for breach for peace. The night after that I picked up the blade. I pressed it against my skin sliding it against my wrist. I constantly reminded myself that I was useless and fat. I started skipping meals and my scars spread from my wrist to my shoulder. I thought I could stop cutting. I was wrong. It became strangely addictive. I was drowning deep in my pain and sorrows at the age 15: The addiction became uncontrollable. I relied on the blade to cut away my pain. I met Ashley he was a nice boy. He found out about my scars but he stood by me when no one else would. I told my mom about it and she immediately took me back home. She took me to every doctor she could. But I refused any sort of help. I met doctor Max. I told him all about my scars and my suicide attempts. He got me to see a counselor and she diagnosed me with Bipolar disorder and ADHD. She gave me pills to take for it. at the age 16: There is not much to tell as I not long turned 16. I have had about four rehab sessions and I am getting all the help i can. dont think your alone in this because your not//
Posted on: Tue, 02 Sep 2014 18:29:25 +0000
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