Im leaning on labeling the past two weeks of my life, either heaven or hell, I dont know? But Im glad that Im over and done with thinking too much about him. I had apprehensions that I will get through this but I made it and Im a better person now, healthier inside and out. Albeit, its hard to accept at the beginning, realization hits me with a thud and provided way to ease the pain. Am I still thinking about him? yes. But thinking about him makes me mooch away from lifes difficulty. I can endure the pain because I know it will make me resilient. It is not always right to give so much to someone you love but it is right to love so much. And when I say GIVING, its more of using dynamism and squeezing every drop of your blood and sweat while LOVING is more of sharing what you feel without the doubt and no holding back but youre still preserving the innocence inside you and that innocence is your weapon to destruct tears and pain and that innocence can be you tavern. Love can fail us, big time. But who cares? If love can help us grow, then id rather fail than never at all. Pain is inevitable, just like happiness (when we are...). regret not if love caused you pain because at some point it made you smile. The equilibrium of Pain and Happiness is not something we can easily gauge but its something we can use to identify the pain point and avoid it in the future. Dont be afraid to love. Emanuel, thanks for coming into my life, Im ready for you and I trust you. Heaven or hell, Im ready to give and love. Heaven or Hell, I dont know? Im leaning on labeling the past two weeks of my life, either heaven or hell, I dont know? But Im glad that Im over and done with thinking too much about him. I had apprehensions that I will get through this but I made it and Im a better person now, healthier inside and out. Albeit, its hard to accept at the beginning, realization hits me with a thud and provided way to ease the pain. Am I still thinking about him? yes. But thinking about him makes me mooch away from lifes difficulty. I can endure the pain because I know it will make me resilient. It is not always right to give so much to someone you love but it is right to love so much. And when I say GIVING, its more of using dynamism and squeezing every drop of your blood and sweat while LOVING is more of sharing what you feel without the doubt and no holding back but youre still preserving the innocence inside you and that innocence is your weapon to destruct tears and pain and that innocence can be you tavern. Love can fail us, big time. But who cares? If love can help us grow, then id rather fail than never at all. Pain is inevitable, just like happiness (when we are...). regret not if love caused you pain because at some point it made you smile. The equilibrium of Pain and Happiness is not something we can easily gauge but its something we can use to identify the pain point and avoid it in the future. Dont be afraid to love. J.C, thanks for coming into my life, Im ready for you and I trust you. Heaven or hell, Im ready to give and love..
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 01:01:20 +0000
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