Im not going to lie. I still miss talking to you. I still miss sitting on my couch next to you watching movies. I dont miss having to hide it for nearly 6 months though. And Im not going to lie. Those days have long since past. We said we werent together but at times it was like a breakup never happened. It went on like this for seven months after. Ive wasted tears at night for seven months. For seven months, I wondered if you were there for me or just for you. At the end of those seven months, I realized we were only there for each other because we needed each other for something. Now that we dont need each other anymore, I now see that Ive just been holding onto something that died 7 months ago. And I almost lost my chance to truly be happy again because I was attached to you like that. Im not going to lie. You werent worth the 13 months of heartache. You werent worth nearly destroying two of my friendships. Not to me. Im not going to lie. Im a million times happier now with someone else than I ever was with you.
Posted on: Sun, 02 Feb 2014 06:05:04 +0000