Im really starting to believe that my depression is winning this battle, I know people say that you shouldnt post stuff on social media.. But Ive also been told that you should speak up when youre not okay... Im trying my hardest to see the positive side of things, but at the moment everything seems to be going nowhere, like Im going backwards.. The most smallest things make it seem like the world is ending. The smallest negative comments make me feel worthless, which seems to be happening way too often lately. I feel like I cant get where I want because Im too incapable of reaching it. It feels like the thing Im putting my all into will never happen because I am no good. Any sort of confidence I show these days is fake, I am losing sight of all good and Im reaching out because Im not okay, I dont know how much longer I can do this before I finally throw in the towel and give up. I wish I could explain why I feel like this constantly but I cant, its just there this negative thing pulling me down.. I need to seek professional help, I need support because I have never felt so alone.. I just wish I could wake up tomorrow and this awful arrogant pain would disappear.
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 10:35:31 +0000
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