Im so sick to my stomach about everything.. I want to keep being positive and keep telling myself that that house on summitview IS OURS...I just have a good feeling. Buuuut on the other hand, tony and I have this ora around us that things never, ever work out...kinda like a black cloud. Things have a way of just being within grasp...where you cant taste, see and feel it...then BAM, taken away! it happened when i found out i was gong to have twins...i had them and BAM Nick was taken from me...the dream...shattered. I cant/dont want my dream of THIS house to be destroyed. I know its just a thing. A non living, an inanimate object, but for once...I am trying to fight for this object. Ive become attached to a house I dont own. The house is thisclose in our reach, but cant quite grab hold. Im so afraid someone will snag it from under us. I havent slept in a week!!!! Im painting, decluttering and I still have to plan, cook and decorate for a party this Saturday...and trying to work something out with the bank. Weve worked too hard paying off most of our bills (all on time), not taking ANY vacations or doing anything above our means, and still living cramped in an 1100sq. Ft./3 bedroom home with 9 people, to lose our dream home in the perfect location for the kids schools (especially Kennys for next year), right by the police and fire depts in case Kenny has a seizure, with the space we need, the yard we want and the style (center hall colonial) we both love. We lived in this home for 18 years and we are ready to move it up a notch for our kids. So...say a prayer we can sell our home quickly to pay of what we do owe, and are able to bid and get approved for our not so perfect, but perfect for us dream home on summitview. And if anyone knows anyone interested in buying a cute house in Parma for $89,000 (below market value and it also includes a home warranty) please let me know!
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 10:42:01 +0000
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