In 2 years, against all odd, I managed to achieve things that i am very proud of. In the last year Ive been able to become happy and secure with myself for the first time in my life. But I live in a world where Im limited. My barriers are taller than most. And my obstacles are larger. Its funny how the world has its way of creating so much hate in a persons heart. Every day I spend every second containing that hatred inside me. As I child growing up I was a loving, caring, happy and fun person. But this world has destroyed me inside and out. The positive I can take from this is that I still manage to stay human and continue to live. I have no intention of taking the easy way out. And Ill continue to fight for happiness in this hell that has been created around me. ... If you only knew... The point is, so many of you come to me with your struggles, with your battles and with your pasts. You tell me you cant go on... But trust me... You can... And you may not think that my life compares to yours. But I can tell you. Mine has been way more f**ked than you can even imagine. But I manage... And thats life. There is still happiness in my life. And those little bits of happiness is what you live for. Its worth it.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 07:55:26 +0000