Insanity Is Infectious Insanity is a vibrant liquid that pours out of your mind, infecting every inch of you until it just pours out. And once it floods the floor it seeps below into the ground sucking it in like a black hole. As it infects everything you touch, it starts to make you cave to the madness. So you get up and you run as fast as you can but somebody grabs you and pulls you back. You scream and you yell fighting the person but no one can hear because it’s all in your head. You turn around to see whose holding you back only to find you’re looking into your own sorrowful eyes. There’s no where you can go except back and so you think maybe if you go back you’ll go forward somehow. It doesn’t logically make sense to anyone but you because your madness allows you to understand your own ramblings. But every step you take seems to crumble because now you won’t let yourself move so you’re stuck on the ground. You toss and turn trying to move your feet but you’re not free in your mind so you’re not free to move. You can try to free yourself from the past and the memories but you’ll never succeed. Being trapped in a cage that you make for yourself is a price you must pay for safety. You’ll be lost and alone in the dark shadows of the cage but the past can’t reach you there or so you think. Though the past is a quiet killer it seeps into the cracks of the cage and sneaks up on you. It places the blade at your feet and you reach out picking it up but how strong are you? Will you be able to make it or will you take that knife and free yourself once and for all. Cutting your wrists, slitting your throat, piercing your heart, you know you want to. It’s so tempting and trying to resist the urge fills your whole body with pain. You’re drained of your strength; you know you don’t have the will to go on. So you take that knife and you kick it away, just close your eyes as the past stabs it into your jugular. But it’s ok because I feel like my every heart beat is a burden and I just want it to stop. Just as the room goes black I hear someone whispering “it’s alright now I’ll protect you”. It hurts my heart to hear those words because I don’t know they aren’t true. So I back away and run towards my insanity and let it flood my whole being. And just like that I’m free from my existence as I feel myself being drown out.
Posted on: Sun, 26 Jan 2014 04:03:29 +0000