Insert 32 S2 3months passed down the line and it was November, i was already 19 years old i turned that on the 1st of September as yall know, i was fixing indaba yevisa and it was successful :) i wasnt really excited about going to Chicago kodwa bendizixelele ndiya noSmash andiyi kuBongani. Azange ndamxelela ke ill be there we were leaving in three days ke. My friends were so sad that i was leaving Nthaby: chomee you must come back to visit hle Me: i will,you know i will Botle: you must buy me something beautiful but expensive Nthaby: me too chomee Me: i will hey,i promise yall We shared a group hug and we departed. Obviously i had to leave school,sathetha ke ne lecturers i explaind my situation and i was transfered to the university eyapha eChicago the papers were sent and i was accepted. Academically yonke into ihamba kahle,even though my life is hell at the moment but i really do need a break just to be in new surroundings might be a need! I arrived at home to pack my things. Everything was sorted i hadnt been talking to Bongani since that day esith ndize,yoh i was so bored to death it didnt feel like im leaving nayo iexcitement bingekho! Smash was already done with his packing but i wasnt taking everything with me,it costs money to get your luggages inside the plane. As i sat outside my room ebalcony i just needed the fresh breeze i was calm and a bit refreshed. Smash came with a bottle of Krush juice and glasses he sat next to me. Him: you ok I nodded Him: ok i bought us some juice Me: thanks Him: so arent you excited? Me: at the moment nothing in my life is exciting Him: no dont worry sugar uzoba grand Me: ja i hope so Him: dont worry man uzoba right plus uyobona indoda yakho Me: andina ndoda Him: usamqumbele? Me: andiqumbanga mna shame im just in a point were im about to stab myself to death Him: ha.ana dont talk like that please Me: im tired you know Tears flowed down my cheeks Me: im so tired emotionally,physically,and mentally Him: you should have went to rehab,a counselling ngabe ikuncedile but you are just too stubbon I sniffed Him: are you crying? Me: no i aint I quickly wipped my tears away Him: dont man sssh He held me and i was laying my head on his chest. When i was calm he poured some juice for me and i drank just sip after sip. When we were now tired of sitting outside we went to sleep,i could sense he wasnt sleeping hes eyes were set on me. His breath was so still and calm. Later on there was someone buzzing the gate i couldnt just let someone in so i asked in the intercom Me: hello? Her: Lelo yimi uZonke Me: hold on i opened up for her. I wonder why is she here i missed her so much but i wasnt in the state to be with people or to talk to them. The doorbell rang i opened and Jeez! It was my 3 sisters with their kids again and this time with a beautiful newbie of the family NONTSIKELELO nje! I was happy somehow i smiled at them and welcomed them inside,bahlala phantsi and offered them something to drink. Zamo: Lelo uryt? Me: ewe ndiryt umkhathalo nje qha Vuyi: ndandiku khumbula I grasped in shock :o Zonke raised her eyebrow. I cleared my throat and took the kids outside to go and play. Then i took uNtsiki and wento to put her down since she was asleep. She was cute torho ncooh man. I went back to my sisters,Smash was in his room busy preparing for the trip you know some final touches. Me: so what brings you guys here? Zonke: is that how you welcome us after you haven seen us for such a long time Me: i wasnt expecting you guys so andiphekanga you will just have to wait for me to go buy some take aways Vuyi: haibo Lelo usityisa ukuty okungavuthwanga Me: wazini ke wena nge take aways ndathatha isthixo sam ndaphuma on the way to buy some food it was late though ngabo 6. I went to hungry lion ndathenga ifamily bucket ezimbini,ndyayincanywa inyama ke mna so i wanted lots and lots of it. I bought that ndaya kwa fish and chips to buy large chips ndathenga nedrinks. When i was done buying dinner ndabuyela endlini. We ate dinner ke and when we were done Vuyi noZonke bavasa izitya Smash noMakazi bekhona nabo. I showered too and went to bed. I took my laptop and sat ontop of the bed and logged on my facebook, i went through my messages and one of them were from Kevin it read: hawu Natasha why didnt you tell me that you coming this side? Me because i aint coming to you so it wasnt really important He was online but i wasnt in the mood for a conversation with him. I logged out and fell asleep. The next day it was my last day in South Africa,i couldnt really believe it. I felt like i was dreaming whatsoever,i was so sad/happy mixed emotions. I made my bed and opened for some air. I went to take a bath it was so hot outchea how about some denim shorts and lacey sweet pink shirt? I wore that and thought of going to do my hair just a RiRi cut will do kuyashisa for long weaves. So i went downstairs made myself yesterday leftovers,went to the lounge,sat down and ate..
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 13:35:50 +0000
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