Insert #54 It was on a Saturday morning. I was preparing to go to school coz i had classes to attend. I wasnt myself at all, umoya wam ubuphantsi as if ndizova ibad news. Besendigqibe kwanto kushota nje uba nditye. I decided to log in on facebook while waiting for my food to warm up. I was shocked to see what Linda had posted on my wall ( before i continue, i want to remind you about who Linda is... Well.. His my ex, im sure nisamkhumbula mos, his the guy who broke my V CORD) . Ndiyendacaphuka kakhulu yilento ebeyibhale kwiwall yam ndingazi uba ebeyibhaleleni. What he wrote read as follows Hey Amahle sthandwa sam. I miss you alot babes, uyayazi mos uba ndiyakuthanda and ndizohlala ndikuthanda. You are my number 1 and will always be.. Uyathwndwa ngumntu wakho vah i first checked when it was posted and saw that it was posted the previous night around past 7. I deleted the post emediately and sent him an inbox messege. Ibindicaphukisa nyani lento ibhalwe nguLinda pha, mos ndandithe andisamfuni ngok yintoni into eyenza uba abe elandela emvakwam ebhala ububhanxa kwiwall yam. Into ibindenza ndicaphuke kakhulu yinto yokuba kukhona abantu abadala kufacebook wam and most of them are my relatives ngok bazothini xabebona laSh*t ibhalwe nguLinda pha, izobangathi andibahloniphanga mos and abazujonga uLinda bazojonga mna and they would judge me for into endingayenzanga. Me: Linda kanti yintoni oyifunayo kum? Ufuna ndide ndithi kanti? Zange nditsho kuwe ukuba yohlukana nam? Khona yinto oyithunywe ngubani lena uyibhale kwi wall yam? Ubufuna zekuthini xawubhale lanto? Uthini ngabantu abadala basekhaya abakufacebook wam? Ufuna bandibone njengomntu onjani? Why didnt you atleast send that as an inbox messege instead of showing it to the entire world? Ndicela ukhule tana uyeke ukwenza izinto zamakhwenkwe coz yenziwa ngamakhwenkwe lento uyenzileyo. Ndicela ukhulise ingqondo wenze izinto njengomntu ka1988, subeka ingqondo yakho emaqatheni, khawukhule torho. Writing on my wall will never make me love you. Ive said this before and im going to say it again. ANDIKUTHANDI LINDA AND SOZE NANGEMINI ENYE NDIKUTHANDE, I GAVE YOU YOUR CHANCE WAKHETHA UDLALA NGAYO SO HLUKANA NAM BHUTI. Ndisathetha nawe kakuhle okwangoku andifuni ude ndiveze ubundlavini bam kuwe coz kuyoze kubekubi i pressed post then logged out. I ate, brushed my teeth ndayokhwela itaxi ebheka eskolweni. I arrived very early at school ndaya eclassin ndabeka my school bag ndayoma emnyango. And started thinking about ubunzima endibukubo, imeko yasekhaya nangoKane. I knew ukuba lento ndiyenzayo is wrong, i started thinking about how angry my mum would be if she would find out about lento ka-Kane and i thought about Kanes family. How his wife would feel after finding out that her Husband is cheating with a 17 years old girl ephantse ulingana nelast born yakhe. Mos ilastborn ka-Kane indishiya nge2 years yonke. I thought about into yam yokudlalwa nguKane, i know that he does not love me and is using me, he just wants to sleep with me andilahle emvakoko. Andifuni nokuziqhatha ndithi akazundilahla after ndileli naye, i dont even want to think about sleeping with him coz i would never ever do such a thing, ivalue endinayo ingehla, phof ayinokwehla ingaphela. Amahle molo a female voice interrupted me. I looked up ndabona ngentombi endincumeleyo. Her : molo sani she smiled Me: uhm.. Hi i smiled back Her: hai sani inintsi lento uyicingayo... Kunini ndikubiza i just smiled and looked at her, bendingazi noba ndiphendule ndithini.. I moved away so that she could pass. She got in and sat on the front desk and faced towards me. Her name is Lusanda, we are in the same grade and were from different classes. I dont know much about her, what i only know is her name and which class shes from. She would greet me everytime xayendibona and thats how i know her, igama lakhe lona bendiliva xayebane ekhwazwa ziichomi zakhe... We sat there together sancokola njee. Bendibane ndihleka ke ndihlekiswa zezizinto ebendibalisela zona. She was a very lovely person kodwa egeza. Time has passed on, ziyezaqhuba iclasses yade yayiperiod yePhysics. Our physics teacher wasnt available so we sat in class and chatted till the period passes kuzongena eyokugqibela which was Geography. I got thirsty so i went outside ndayosela amanzi etankini, besinamatanki ke eskolweni coz besisezilalini esasikolo. Ndiyendakha amanzi with a juice bottle endiyboleke kwiclassmate wam. While drinking my water i felt someones eyes on me , i wasnt sure of who that person was kodwa ke ebendiselisa kakubi amanzi wam. Ndingulomntu uwonqenayo amehlo kemna, ndiyawoyika amehlo YHOO!.. I choked whiled drinking water and i started coughing. ungafi he said. I turned to look who that was. And there he was smiling at me. The cough got worse. phinda usele amanzi he said. I did what he asked i should do then i got better. Yeey! unditsarhisile marn uMr Nqwelo. Him: yizapha Amahla mntanam
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 10:38:15 +0000
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