Insert 67 You know, when it rains, it pours. God took too much at once, uMalibongwe has always been an absent father but nevertheless I loved him, kwakungekho into ezotshintsha, he was my biological father ethanda engathandi. Ndase ndaziva ukuba ndiphelile I couldnt cry anymore but umphefumlo wam udandathekile, Snesipho was now crying mna ndijonge etalasheshe inyembezi zizehlela. I kept quiet ndizibuza ukuba how am I gonna survive this tragedy, indlela endandi weak ngayo ivoice yam yayingasaphumi kakuhle. Me: Ndicela undiphathele Amanzi chomi(I said that ndijonge espacini) Ammy: Mandize nawo, ndingawafaka iswekile? Me: Ewe sisi please. Her: Okay. She got up waphuma Sne: Kuzolunga my friend Me: Thats what my father and his sister have been saying, but guys you dont understand, ndivele ndayinkedama in a blink of an eye, how do I heal and move on? Its easy for you to say but its impossible, its too much. Her: Youll see chomi, konke kuzoba right just trust in God, remember what you used to say in our primary days? That God will never give you a challenge you cant over come injalo ke God gave you this because youre very strong lento ayinokohlula. Me: Awazinto Sne Her: I know Ammy came in with a grass of water ndasela ugqiba ndabulela. Ammy: Ndisaya kwelacala mna, I thought kukho abantu abaninzi but sebembalwa Me:(I nodded) Sne please join her, I need to be alone. Her: Okay chomi. She got up wanxiba izihlangu baphuma. I knelt down closed my eyes and prayed Bawo oyingcwele, Nkosi yam edume ngokulunga wena Bawo impazamo awuyenzi kodwa oku kubuhlungu yaye kunzima emagxeni am, yhini Bawo ndicela ujike amatye abezizonka kaloku, ndicela ubuyise oku komama wam Thixo yhini ndiyakucela Bawo, nothing is impossible with you ubavusile abanye ekufeni ebibileni ndiyacela Bawo uzibonakalise nalapha kum, yhini nkosi yam Ohw!! Mdala wentsuku ndiyakucela wenze imimangaliso umama wam was the best yaye eyinto yonke endiyidingayo, ndiyakwethemba Bawo, please, please I promise you Ill do anything oyifunayo just please bring back my mothher please God this world will never be the same without her, oh Nkosi yam I was now crying, ivoice yam ingcangcazela, I felt someone touching my shoulder I removed the hand and continued praying for a miracle, kanti imimangaliso yenzekela kwabatheni ohw yhini bawo. I finished praying sendiphinde ndanxanwa utata wayeguqe ecakwam, ndava kuculwa elounge caba kungeniswe umthandazo. Dad: Masiye kwelacala sisi just for ixesha elincinci Me: Okay. Saya elounge endibambile ndafika kukho ifriends zikamama and her colleagues nabanye ke endingabaziyo, kwathuleka for umzuzwana, wahlabela uSnesipho. Nzulu yesimanga nzulu yemfihlakalo ezalise umhlaba nesibhakabhaka Yho hayi yavele yandigqibezela langoma ndahlala esofeni ndaqubuda ndasitsho isijwili. Ndathathwa ngumntu endingamaziyo wandibeka esifubeni, yayingumntu ongumama kodwa. She brushed my back babe beqhubeleka nengoma uSne eyileader. Kwathandazwa kwagqitywa kunzima kakhulu kum niyabazi ke abantu ngokuzolunga yaliculo ke bacela indlela abantu bahamba, utata wabakhupha uAmmy noSne behleli ezisofeni. Everything about that lounge reminded me of my mother, the way she wanted everything to be clean icoffee table keyona wayenza sure kuyo. Ndikhumbula endigxotha ndisitya weetbix esithi ndizochitha lol zichithwa njani na weetbix, I found myself smiling ndajonga kwipicture yakhe eyayikwi wall unit, encume ngathi uzothetha. Makazi: Cleanani apha nina, yhu ngoku usothula phezulu isikhalo phambi kwabantu ngoku sowuncumile? Ndathula, I gazed at my mothers pictures. Baphakama oSne balungisa iisofa Makazi: Hey phakama apha wena tywantsindini awuboni kuya cleanwa? Sne: Yhemntundini ingxaki yakho yintoni? Makazi: Uthetha nabani kanjalo? Sne: Kamnandi ndim nawe abathethayo kulendlu, uthi uZipho makathini? Makazi: Heey mntwanandini ndakukulimaza mna uyandiva Dad:(eme emnyango) Noluvo yintoni le ikwenza ugragramele abantwana? Sne: Uyathakatha, yhaye uthakatha emini akakwazi nokuzibamba. Watsibela uSne, utata wafika wambamba wamjula pha. Dad: Andizungqandana nawe umdala, ngamanyala wantoni la uwenza emzini wam unkosikazi ebhubhile? Kutheni nje udisturba ipeace. Makazi: Umzi kabani? Ingathi ufike lomzi umile nje ngoku wendayo? Ndambona utata ukuba ukhathazekile, he didnt say a word wahamba waya eroomini. Me: Sne masiye eroomini nathi Her: Okay ndingeka phulukelwa sisimilo. I got up saya eroomini ndafika ndangena ezingubeni, Sne joined me. Her: Chomi ndilambile ketana Me: Ndicela uyojonga into yokutya ekitchen Her: Uba undiqubulile lamama kwela kitchi? Me: Ukhona usister ka tata pha Her: Oh okay She got up wayokwenza ukutya wasenzela sobabini ndatya nje kancinci ndayeka. Sne: Ndimfownele uSihle uzofika ngomso Me: Eish okay. A week passed, abantu bephuma bengena ekhaya nomama katata waya wafika wazililisa, ndizothi wayezililisa kaloku because andiqondi ukuba usweleka kukamama kwakumkhathaza ngoba ngulo wayethi xa embona ambethe. Umakazi wahlala the whole week benyhukulana noSnesipho because wayethi xa eqala ezizinto zakhe uSne angamphi chance, noAmanda wahlala iveki kwafika ne uncles and aunts zikamama. Wafika noSihle, he was very supportive shame in fact bonke kwaSokopo bashiya izinto zabo bazoncedisa ekhaya, all of them. Ifuneral yayizobase Komani ke but umzimba uqale ekhaya niyayiqonda moss lendlela kwenziwa ngayo kuthethwe nomzimba. Kwenziwa lonto ke. UMfundo waya uyovela naye noOyi bathembisa ukuba bazoya kwifuneral. OSokopo bafika eKomani Thursday uba ifuneral izoba Saturday, yho babengasebenzi bequkeza yonke into beyenza ngendlela umakazi ndimbona ufixekile, intloko yabo ke yayingu SisCikizwa yayinguye obaxelela ukuba makuthini phi ngoba umakazi ngulo waye busy luchuku. ULorna noAmmy babengena ngxaki ke shame bona babevana naye wonke umntu. Wafika uMfundo noOyi Friday late baza kum bezondijonga ndinjani bathi baqonde ukuba beze emlindweni nabo, ndababulela ke waqhubeka umlindo ndi emotional ngeyona ndlela but utatam enam. Yafika ke imini yofihla uBulelwa, kwathiwa umzimba akazubonwa ngoba usweleke ngengozi. UsisC wayendithengele ipencil dress eblack enemikhono emide nezihlangu, zazingachophanga kakhulu futhi zazi right nje, then nejacket eblack but I didnt wear it kwakutshisa and ilokhwe yam izifihla ingalo, ndathi ndikhangela oSnesipho nabakokwabo babe beseziko bepheka nomama baselalini lol noOyintanda shame oh kodwa these people :* , iguys zona zazi busy nentente noSiya ekhona. Waqhuba umngcwabo kamama kakuhle oSokopo sebenxibe isuits neelokhwe ezintle, all black kubo bonke noMfundo uOyi enxibe ublack and red. Ndandihleli notata ententeni. Kwahanjwa kwayiwa emangcwabeni futhi imotor zanele shame. Kwenziwa ke sagalela umhlaba kungebuhlungu kum bethuna, uAmmy noLorna babezofunda ilitye but Ammy couldnt wayekhala efana nje nam so Sne and Lorna read the Tombstone Bulelwa Fuzile Born: 22-12-1971 Died: 01-11-2008 Lala ngoxolo Mfingo, Zulu, Mchenge, Tolo. Sohlala sikukhumbula Wayeka phakathi uLorna walila waqhubeka uSne, her voice was firm wafunda kakuhle wade wagqiba emva koko walila wayongqiyama kumamakhe. Sabuyela ekhaya kwahlanjwa izandla kwatyiwa, abantu bemane besiza one by one ukuzondi duduza, kwakusebuhlungu but ndiyamkele eyoba umama akasekho. I went to the SoKays beme endaweni enye noOyi and her brother bencokola. Ndafika ndabulela kakhulu for everything, bandiquma ngeyona ndlela andazi ngendanditheni ngaphandle kwabo, ngoba noLorna xa sifika ezilalini waba neattitude but bona benza sure ukuba akho kwamntu uzakumosha umcimbi ngenxa yochuku. I hugged all of them. XESHIKWENI WANDOHLUTHA INTO NDIYITHANDA HLALA UNDIFUNDISA UKUTHI MAYENZEKE INTANDO YAKHO. Yingoma endayiculelwa nguSihle ufika kwakhe ekhaya eyondivelela.
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